Hey Mom,
So, I am definitely struggling right now. My comp doesn't want to work or be obedient. This is easily the most disobedient I have been, just by virtue of being around him. Im trying so hard to be obedient and work hard, but Im alone. I am definitely turning to the Savior right now, and trying to come close to Him, but sometimes I am so angry with my comp that I have to pray for a really long time to calm down. I wish i had never been transferred here to be honest. Some days, with the companion that I have, Its really hard to feel like a successful missionary, and sometimes its hard to feel like a missionary at all. I definitely pray about it all the time. All the time. I know God is keeping me safe. I appreciate the prayers mom, and the concerns. I'm trying hard out here, and I'm giving it my best! Im gonna write a group email about this week, but I'll just let you know we don't do much. The ward doesnt trust us, and it breaks my heart. Im just so lost on what to do. Anyways, I love you lots,and I miss you tons! I can't believe that jacob is gonna be home! Crazy! I also can't believe its almost been a year. One more month and Im half way! Love you!
Love,
Your baby boy
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